1st of all...
happy birthday ong joey!!..
or happy sweet sixteen...

well, at least.. today we got to get out and celebrate.. i guess this is the 1st time i celebrate ur bday with u though we knew each other 4 almost 10years.. lols.. so yah.. i really hope u will enjoy that present that i give u and also another present from me, regine cindy and ivana.. its from us, so u must keep it yah..eyy,, did u almost cry 2day when cindy and me pass u the present?? haha.. i miss the moments we are in jusco 2day.. with the photo session and those.. really LOLS... haha..

and yah.. i apologize 4everything that i have done that might hurt u.. and also thx4 everything..

this gurl is my best friends.. i knew her since im in standart1.. and till now we are still remain as best friends.. i dont know what gonna happen to us when we leave the school but dont worry cos ur friend me wont forget u.. i promise to be always with u when u need me, cos u did the same thing too.. i guess this is wat a friend needs.. and yah..

though we sometimes always argued over a small matter but then i guess after all this arguement we seems to appreciatte our friendship.. ryte ong jo ey?? haha.. XD

i actually, feel that she changed since this year cos we are not in the same class..really changed.and sometimes, i really got very angry with her but i really dont want to give up this friendship.. and at last i forgive her no matter what happen.. as what cindy say.. "friends come and go" and thats the reason why we ppl need to appreciatte our friendship..

i really raelly thank god that HE has brought me to know u and u have been playing a role in my life 4 10years... thx 4 being with me when i need ur advise and those.. i think i stop her larh.. cos sgt yok ma larh.. ewww.. ahaha.. kdg kdg.. and i will let the pic do the talking....


theresa, amira, joey and me

stella me and theresa

theresa and me

stella and me =]

joey, michelle me and amira

theresa me michelle and amira
me and the birthday gurl
besties forever

uhmmm...
and bout yesterday class hangout... it was ok larh cos of the ppl.. haha.. just dat we got ntg to do and its boring..and the guys are being a gentlemen..especially arnold.. i guess he really understand gurls.. lols... haha.. and here 1 pic of us.. =] stanley, andrew, john, arnold, theresa, me, joey n chim

actually, there is alot ppl more.. but they went back d.. so left us...


and lastly, ong joey...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN!!!

I have no idea if she will read my blog, but if she happens to do so, i dont mind.. cos i guess im saying the truth.. well, actually, i really dont feel like updating my blog.. but something happened make me really feel like letting out all i want to say.. i actually, want to talk to cindy as she will be with me everytime i need her.. but i guess she wont understand my feelings..

well, 1st all... im not trying to be bossy or whatever.. at 1st, i dont even feel like caring all this farewell party stuff cos i have done my job for the invitation card and i really feel like want to care no more because before this i argued with theresa because of this farewell.. so i just let theresa do the thinking and i will do as what she asked me to do.. i really hope there will be no more arguement after me and theresa, but sigh..

yea, im not saying that theresa din do anything wrong.. she did done mistake, and the mistake was not sharing other what she got and what she have in her mind. she will not discuss with us.. and honestly, not even u all feel that way. though im her friend, but i do feel the same way sometimes. but at least try to think.. if she did care, you think u guys will care arh?? u think this farewell party will be a success 1?? theresa felt sick last week friday and till now she havent recover.. and we have to settle everything by this week.. lets say, last wed.. i din make a meeting 4 us.. do u think we can settle eveything by this week?? i guess no lorr..

dont u ppl think that finding faults with the prefects is really wasting our time?? so just stop giving those brainless idea. as if it will work out. how many years u all have been in main convent?? since we enter this school.. sudut bacaan is mmg prefects who take care during during recess.. and i guess we should thank those prefects for helping us.. you ppl. everyday didnt do ur duty, of cos u all dont know how tired izit when u have to go sudut bacaan 4 ur duty and go back library after recess ur duty 4 ur shelving...

and about today... u all really dont need to tell everything to teacher and blame theresa..
well, we have a meeting and i others know bot this.. but u both??? u are the 1 who dont want come 4 the meeting, dont give excuses that u are having krs stuff larh.. so ridiculous.. and then start to blame every1 that we didnt tell u..

and pls.. dont scold other ppl... just come to me and talk to me larh.. dont act like a small kid larh.. pls u ppl.. im not trying to boosy..well, can u promise me that u will settle everything before the farewell??? how can i trust u all?? u all didnt do ur duty and shelving..and 1week, i dont think so u got enter the library more than 3times. and u expect me to trust u all.. what if on that ntg come out??? and about the chicken chop. i will talk no more about it cos its like u all are the 1 hu talk to mazni and i guess i cant voice up anything.

and today, im not trying to protect theresa but she is still my friend.. and dont u ppl that its bad to say her lidet???and besides its not only her fault.. u both are also wrong. dont just balme her on everything just because u cant answer mazni questions and start to blame her. yea she din tell u all, but you cannot ask her question ge mea since u soooo care bout this farewell?? why before this i din saw u ppl soooooooo care about this party and why 2day like change ur attidue arh?? why before this u dont even bother to care and to know whats going on and whats happened in library..and suddenly change.. dont be so fake larh.. my gosh...and what if me and theresa nt responsible 4this farewell or i din do a meeting this few days
( though theresa not her this few days).. do u think it we can settle evrything 2day??you ppl just come in 2day and start to bla bla bla.. and start to blame everyone. u dont know what happened before this and so pls think before u said something.. cos u dont know how hard is it to make a decision when no ppl support u... i know, u will spread to evry1 taht im boosy or whatever.. honestly, at 1st i do mind and i act cried when i reach home... but think back its really so wasting my time taking bout all this.. whatever i do, i will share with others the job and not all i take care of, ok??? like decoration is joey inchargeand got larh.. and im just helping theresa.. and pls u ppl... make sure u know the truth b4 start to gossip.. and whatever u want to say bout me or theresa just keep it on.. i just want to tell u ppl that there is no benefit arguing with ppl like u and just wasting my time. i know u dont like me and theresa so does us..

i sometimes, really dont understand.. why post is soo important till can cause evry1 argue with each other?? sigh...

and yeah.. bout the confirmation, i guess i dont need to upload any pictures cos facebook is full of our picture.. XD

i have been waiting 4 this day to come... honestly, im really very excited. and also im very curious.. but, when i wake up this i dont know why... i find that i really dont want the day to come.. not because of im not ready to receive the second sacrament(confirmtion) but i really dont want the time passes so fast... i really miss the time when we are 2gether in church and also in cameron.. sigh. but life have to go on ryte?? nvm... iam confuse about my feelings now...

well.. tonight confirmation mass starts at7pm... i will update my blog again later...

seems like already few months i din update my blog... well, really sorry... actually i planned not to update my blog d.. but there is someting happened tis few days make me really wana shared it out... ok it was my church camp.. tis is my 1st church camp.. n i really did enjoy it.. i tot i wont miss tis camp but seems like im wrong... i really learnt alot in this camp..

well, the 1st day... everything was ok except 4 the food. i guess those hu went 4 this camp know wat mean.. ahha XD. the talk was interesting i think its because of martin jalleh was the speaker.. honestly, tis is the 1st motivation tat i din felt asleep and honestly it was interesting...

urm the second day, i really learnt alot especially during 'inner healing' session. it really was a night to remember.ADRIAN msg me yesterday n he said tat he actually dont expect he will cry.. and of cos some oth guy.. but guys also have feelings ryte?? they are human 2... 4 me, in this session i really learnt how to forgive ppl especially my family.. n act, yesterday after i reached home from tt,my mum said something tat hurt me, n eventually after i cried i really feel better.. usually i will cry 4 dunu how mnay hours... but yesterday really out of my expectation and after tat i still can facebook-ing.. hahas nvm.. crap. tat day, when FATHER standing in front of me with the blessed sacrament i really can feel the presence of god.. and especially when mrs.ophelia hug me.. i talked to father n MRS. OPHELIA after tat, n all their advise really make me feel better.. when im crying, MRS.OPHELIA kiss my forehead also n she was like its ok its ok.. i learnt how to forgive and to ask 4 forgiveness. i act din expect i will cry till 4 so long cos my classmates usually said tat im a happy person.. not u joey.. ahaha..

the 3rd day, ANNALIE told me tat i touched her... cos usually in school i wont volunteer myself to share.. and ask my classmates i can blush very very easily... but the 3rd day, when martin asked us to share our experience during the inner healing session i actually volunteer myself to share.. n after finished i sit down n i cried again. SHARON said tat i suppose to b happy cos GOD touched me, but just dont know why i feel like crying tat time..

actually there is stg i really dun understand... cos after the mass finished..ME, JOEY n THERESA go behind n talked to father.. i have to admit tat im emotional but when i saw FATHER,my tears drop again. i dont know why n i really dun understand.. when father saw me crying.. he said.. "its ok girl, its ok" n i saw his eyes went red n eventually he cried also.. but he quickly wipe off his tears larh.. i really dont understand why father will cry.. i know he is a human n he got feelings but is like very weird cos he dont know us.. nvm.. then joey n theresa followed crying n he hugged three of us.. tell u, when he hug me, dont know why i just feel like god is hugging me..

MARTIN says tat we can only experience it once, and i will treasure their advise 4eva...

i join this class around may after my baptism n i dont really know some of my friends, but after this camp i really mix with them very well.. im glad tat i didnt choose to confirm 2gether with my baptism but i choose to confirm later.. i really learnt alot alot in this camp.. and tis camp is fun.. really fun. and i think its the best camp.. haha XD

lastly, i wana thx the ppl... all my friends , especially THERESA, JOEY, ANNALIE, SHARON and CHRISTINA tat always be with me when im sad n when i need u all.. and to all the teachers who reallly sacrifice 4 us,MrS OPEHELIA 4 her comfort hug, and to FATHER EUGENE thx 4 ur advise, to FATHER LAI 4 giving us permission to have this camp in cameron, and lastly to MARTIN JALLEH... thx 4 everything...

u are the best MARTIN !!!! thx 4 everything.all your advise we will treasure them 4ever..*hugs*XD thx again

and here... pic of us... stanley james and he called hiself as martin james..
l ols. he is funny. very funny.. ahaha.
actually i feel tat he looks like MR.Q (in chinese comic)
shhhhh... lols XD


martin jalleh, i like this pic of his.
he looks cute in this pic.. i dont know why.. XD

my dorm...
looks messy ryte?? thx to lorraine.. haha
she is so photogenic. everywhere she go sure with the
camera but im glad to know her XD

marion fernando,michelle and lorraine
with martin.

michelle marie, brenda, theresa, martin, me, theresa choo, joey, michelle teoh
annalie and christina chim
i like this pic XD

and lastly..... haha... the final pic.. actually there is alot more in facebook
but very lazy wana upload larh... XD nvm.. but too bad mrs.ophelia not
in this pic... * click the pic to enlarge*

owh yah.. 2mr is the 1st time im going 4 confession cos i just get baptist tis year.. i really very scared lor.. ANNALIE i need ur help 2mr... T-T... and yeah... 2mr me, christina, joey theresa n annalie going to parade shopping 4 our confirmation dress... YEAH!!!!! ahahaha...
tak sabar sabar larh.. 2night got tt again.. sigh...

and to CINDY WONG, i know u wont be able to see this but nvm.. i act wanted to apologize 4 not msging u.. i dont know why, im out of topic when i sms u..nvm.. u focus on ur studies 1st larh.. we chat after ur trail, kay??? good luck in ur trials sui po!!! hahas...
and same to regine and all the form5's..
best of luck yah XD

lastly...
CONFIRMATION CAMP ROCKS!!!!!

urm, back with my blog again. actually, just dont know why i do feel lazy to update my blog.. haha.. but yah 2day.. i update my blog specially 4 tat cindy.. urm, yea.. as everyone knows 2day is CINDY's birthday. and i saw everyone was like wishing her happy birthday. ~jealous~.haha.. kdg.. u know, tis is the 1st time i saw she blush. so cute.. haahaa.. since last week, i planned everything d 4 her big day. but dont know why. i guess she like knows eveything gelor.. ishkk her.. haha.. we give her a suprise party and she blush on the spot when we started to sing the birthday song.. haha.

i think i know her since i was in form3. the 1st time i saw her just dont know why gt like very sacry feel. haha.. maybe tat time, she luks fierce but after starting talking to her.. she is nt tat bad larh.. she is really friendly and urm.. i guess u all know her better than me ryte?? well.. i will never 4get this year jv camp.. cos im having lots of fun with her.. chatting with her really makes me laugh alots..

urm, i actually dont know what to write d.. cos wat i wana tell her.. i already write in the book tat i give her..
so i will stop here.

b4 tat, here is some pic tat i take 2day.. and lastly.. HAPPY BIRHTDAY CINDY WONG PUI MUNNN!!!!!..

continue here...

i just came bek from tuition chemistry.. guess what amira did to me in tt... she throwed me a piece of paper.. and that paper felt down.. so i was like looking everywhere.. mr.king saw.. and he ask me.. yes.. what u luking up and down, left n right ?? haha... i was like ntg ntg.. haha... malu saja..

she wrote..

I said i love u XOXO...

i was like.. wth... haha.. i know larh she was joking.. nvm.. ahaha...

ohya.. back with tat cindy.. she mmg sgt bertuah lor.. when i sms her in tt, she told me tat she was having dinner [sushi] T_T jealous nya... baboon her gelor.. duwan belanja me also.. hmph.. she mmg sui po.. haha... we luk damn stupid in this pic.. ahaha...

hmm.. i guess cindy now is opening her presents.. actually i dont know waht i buy 4 her will make her happy anot.. i really hope tat she really did enjoy her bday.. urm, but i guess she did enjoy her bday 2day... haha..

n to tat REGINE LIM XUE QII!!!!! ar po u... i luk more weird than u.. like pregnant lidet.. choi.. touch wood.. ohmygod ur head.. ahaha.. nvm, i still like tat pic... haha...

even i know tat cindy she cant on9.. but i really hope she can see my blog, xueqi's blog and also munmun's blog.. cos today blog we specially update 4u...

to CINDY..
whenever u see this blog.. i know larh u wana cry d.. ahaha.. kdg... i just hope tat u will know tat we are still friends no matter what happen.. even this year is ur last year in this school.. but im glad tat i have know u..even we have only few more months to see each oth but i doo apreciatte the time with u... i do.. i really do.. urm, i really hope tat ur bday wishes will come true..just duno why, i really miss the time with u in camp...[ i think i repeat this many times jor ] haha... urm.. ok larh... ntg much to write d...

wishing u

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN!!!!!

2mr, i still got librarian's meeting erh.. so i think i better stop here..
-signing off-

back with my blog again..

i never feel so confusing bot my feelings b4.. this is the very very 1st time.. because of this feelings, i cried alot. untill my eyes get still red the nxt morning. if god let chuse, i will rather chuse nt to have this feelings.. aiks.. well, im just not in mood tis few days. only joey knows why. she is really a good listener.. and tats the reasons why i will always go to her when im sad.. im trying very hard to stop crying this morning. and thanks to ong joey at last i did it.. but i know, sooner or later my tears will drop again. just dunu why, i feel that im actually like in form1 now.. ahaha. form1 i use to cry alot, but i started to change since im in form3.. but now.. still the same.. i will never blame myself 4 being so sensitive cos its my way to release eveything out.. after i cry i will feel much much more better..

2day is my dad birthday.. tats y im trying nt to cry on his day. no pic.. sorry. he is the greatest dad in the world. i love him lots. he will never force me to study.. he will never force me do something tat i dont like. he will never scold me even if i get a bad results. he gives me everything i wan. and thats the reason why i study so hard4. i just want to make him happy.. he will always repeat the words whenever im sad 4 my results. hehe.. he will say " nvmlarh, work hard again nxt time and evryday study 2hours enough d." but i guess im in my room facing all those books more than 2hours.. haha... i still remember when im small, i very very scared of my dad. cos small tat time, every nite after 8.. me n my sis must sit down n do our revision or home work.. except 4 friday, i will ask his permission to rest or watch tv b4 i dare to on the tv. so soh ryte?? haha.. i think tats all 4 now..

HAPPY BIRHTDAY DAD!!!

-signing off-

Girl