all the sleepless night and the night you cry

confirmation camp!!!!

seems like already few months i din update my blog... well, really sorry... actually i planned not to update my blog d.. but there is someting happened tis few days make me really wana shared it out... ok it was my church camp.. tis is my 1st church camp.. n i really did enjoy it.. i tot i wont miss tis camp but seems like im wrong... i really learnt alot in this camp..

well, the 1st day... everything was ok except 4 the food. i guess those hu went 4 this camp know wat mean.. ahha XD. the talk was interesting i think its because of martin jalleh was the speaker.. honestly, tis is the 1st motivation tat i din felt asleep and honestly it was interesting...

urm the second day, i really learnt alot especially during 'inner healing' session. it really was a night to remember.ADRIAN msg me yesterday n he said tat he actually dont expect he will cry.. and of cos some oth guy.. but guys also have feelings ryte?? they are human 2... 4 me, in this session i really learnt how to forgive ppl especially my family.. n act, yesterday after i reached home from tt,my mum said something tat hurt me, n eventually after i cried i really feel better.. usually i will cry 4 dunu how mnay hours... but yesterday really out of my expectation and after tat i still can facebook-ing.. hahas nvm.. crap. tat day, when FATHER standing in front of me with the blessed sacrament i really can feel the presence of god.. and especially when mrs.ophelia hug me.. i talked to father n MRS. OPHELIA after tat, n all their advise really make me feel better.. when im crying, MRS.OPHELIA kiss my forehead also n she was like its ok its ok.. i learnt how to forgive and to ask 4 forgiveness. i act din expect i will cry till 4 so long cos my classmates usually said tat im a happy person.. not u joey.. ahaha..

the 3rd day, ANNALIE told me tat i touched her... cos usually in school i wont volunteer myself to share.. and ask my classmates i can blush very very easily... but the 3rd day, when martin asked us to share our experience during the inner healing session i actually volunteer myself to share.. n after finished i sit down n i cried again. SHARON said tat i suppose to b happy cos GOD touched me, but just dont know why i feel like crying tat time..

actually there is stg i really dun understand... cos after the mass finished..ME, JOEY n THERESA go behind n talked to father.. i have to admit tat im emotional but when i saw FATHER,my tears drop again. i dont know why n i really dun understand.. when father saw me crying.. he said.. "its ok girl, its ok" n i saw his eyes went red n eventually he cried also.. but he quickly wipe off his tears larh.. i really dont understand why father will cry.. i know he is a human n he got feelings but is like very weird cos he dont know us.. nvm.. then joey n theresa followed crying n he hugged three of us.. tell u, when he hug me, dont know why i just feel like god is hugging me..

MARTIN says tat we can only experience it once, and i will treasure their advise 4eva...

i join this class around may after my baptism n i dont really know some of my friends, but after this camp i really mix with them very well.. im glad tat i didnt choose to confirm 2gether with my baptism but i choose to confirm later.. i really learnt alot alot in this camp.. and tis camp is fun.. really fun. and i think its the best camp.. haha XD

lastly, i wana thx the ppl... all my friends , especially THERESA, JOEY, ANNALIE, SHARON and CHRISTINA tat always be with me when im sad n when i need u all.. and to all the teachers who reallly sacrifice 4 us,MrS OPEHELIA 4 her comfort hug, and to FATHER EUGENE thx 4 ur advise, to FATHER LAI 4 giving us permission to have this camp in cameron, and lastly to MARTIN JALLEH... thx 4 everything...

u are the best MARTIN !!!! thx 4 everything.all your advise we will treasure them 4ever..*hugs*XD thx again

and here... pic of us...

stanley james and he called hiself as martin james..
l ols. he is funny. very funny.. ahaha.
actually i feel tat he looks like MR.Q (in chinese comic)
shhhhh... lols XD

martin jalleh, i like this pic of his.
he looks cute in this pic.. i dont know why.. XD

my dorm...
looks messy ryte?? thx to lorraine.. haha
she is so photogenic. everywhere she go sure with the
camera but im glad to know her XD

marion fernando,michelle and lorraine
with martin.

michelle marie, brenda, theresa, martin, me, theresa choo, joey, michelle teoh
annalie and christina chim
i like this pic XD

and lastly..... haha... the final pic.. actually there is alot more in facebook
but very lazy wana upload larh... XD nvm.. but too bad mrs.ophelia not
in this pic... * click the pic to enlarge*

owh yah.. 2mr is the 1st time im going 4 confession cos i just get baptist tis year.. i really very scared lor.. ANNALIE i need ur help 2mr... T-T... and yeah... 2mr me, christina, joey theresa n annalie going to parade shopping 4 our confirmation dress... YEAH!!!!! ahahaha...
tak sabar sabar larh.. 2night got tt again.. sigh...

and to CINDY WONG, i know u wont be able to see this but nvm.. i act wanted to apologize 4 not msging u.. i dont know why, im out of topic when i sms u..nvm.. u focus on ur studies 1st larh.. we chat after ur trail, kay??? good luck in ur trials sui po!!! hahas...
and same to regine and all the form5's..
best of luck yah XD

lastly...
CONFIRMATION CAMP ROCKS!!!!!

All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
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