Im SORRY Im bad

and I know I cant take it back




if i know, that teacher will not enter our class 2day, i will not bring my books.. except 4 my chemistry.. T-T i dont know how to do larh... i mean some questions, and 2mr got chemistry.. the 1st period somemore... T-T.. aiks, 2day got sukantara... YEAH!!!!... REGINE, i past my long jump.. BLUEK =p... but the lontar peluru i din past.. cos its ball its like so damn heavy.. wana throw oso x ada energy.. i almost reached the 1st line, but 2 bad the 1st line is 4 form3..

then.. 2day librarians having meeting... i admit, that im being too rude towards PN.MAZNI 2day.. but sorry to say that i really cannot tahan my anger jor.. and if u let me to talk openly, i will honestly tell out everything... i think even all the libarian dun like her except 4 the malay...
the form5 din even voice up anything, except 4 pui ming, diyvia, kumutha and certain of them...
when i give my opinion, i know its sounds like lawaning the teachers, but even the form5 agree with me... i dont mean to say wat larh..

here is the conversation...

Pn. mazni= kita buat lawatan tak payah bermalam larh...
[everyone remains quite]
me = cikgu tapi semua lawatan yang kita organize ada bermlam punya wor...
the form5 = yea cikgu....

and bla bla bla

then she crap alot, and at last pui ming, kumutha and divya explains....

pn.mazni = kita pergi GUA TEMPURUNG larh atau KELATAN...
me = cikgu, saya nak bagi cadangan... kita sudah stress d sekolah, so cuti ialah masa untuk kita sebagai pelajar relax mah.. so, kita blh pergi ke tempat yang sesuai yang blh berseronok dan berlajar.. macam genting..
pn.mazni= genting sgt mahal larh....

then pui ming, kumuyha, and divya explain again...

and she crap alot and then give reasons that is so damn obvious she duwan let us to go...
cox 4 them, genting is like ntg to play gea....

my gosh lor... i dont understand why she must lidet..
if PN.ROSMAWAR is here, she will sure followed us, and even if she cant go, she will find another teacher to followed.. this is wat a librarian teacher should be.. not only we must understand the teacher, but same the teacher must understand us t0o... aiks.. watevalarh...

i miss pn.rosmawar alots......


ANn, admitted to hospital.. aiks.. she is now in operation room.. 2mr, after school, i might be visiting her.... pity her...

ANN, get well soon yah...
i will pray 4 u everynite b4 i sleep...



All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 12:23 AM







urm... i dont know why, nowadays i break the school rules t00 often.. i feel bad... T-T... last time, i dont even break the school rules, but now... but even i break the school rules, i still din get any dimerit yet since form1 till now.. HEHE.. =] 2day, im on duty with the books... as what mr.gee said yesterday, he want our essay book by tis morning... so tis morning.. RACHEAL, told me that im on duty.. so i tell every1 to past up.. guess how many humans in my class past up... i think less tahn half at 1st if im not mistaken... so like omg.. knt believe laarh... i waited 4 every1 to past up 1st then only i past it up to mr.gee... then when he enter our class the period b4 he asked us where is the book.?? i answer him, that nt every1 past up their book, then he say.. nvmlarh... i give u all some time 2 do, but 2mr morning the book must be on my table... wth.. so susah payah i collect the book, but at last, no need past up.. ISHKKK...

btw, i dont know why.. nowadays.i dun really like the prefects.i mean certain prefects...
not to say wat larh... like what happened today.. fine, i dont feell like telling out happened, cox its not happened to me.. it happened on my friends... and and.. i just feel that even the PREFECTS are lazy... honestly, today i collected sivik and essay excersice book... tis two prefects in my class, din even finished their homework.. they did it last minutes, tis is not the 1st time, many times d..
evryday i saw them, doing their previous homework in school... is this wat we call pelajar contoh?? omg... wateva larh.. also not my problem..

i havent find any dress that suitable 4 me yet.. T-T.. my mother said, wait till i finished my monthly test only bring me go shopping... but i scared its too late..must be in all white.. somemore, my baptism day is on saturday, which is a schooling day..somewhere in april .i think its ganti 4 dunu what.... Really, kek sei lor... sure very tired... and yah... im not alone.. HAHA.. adeline, [form5] is going to baptist with me.. it jsut thet she going to confirm, but im not.. cox i wana join the confirmation camp, tis year..... really tak sabar sabar... YEAH!!!!.. haha.. tis saturday, im going to the church in silimpin[ dont know how to spell] haha... OLOL... i still thinking whether tis saturday want go marching anot, i dont want end up sleeeping in that church cox it will be very tired.. bsides got so many oth church going there... just dont know why, i feel like faster getiting baptist, cox i wana join the confirmation class... HAHA...

i think i better stop here... later im having biology test in my tuition... i studied d... but just still feel scared..


-signing off-



All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 12:06 AM







i think all pn.yamini class [ include form5] know what happened to the form4 batch ryte??
yesterday, she scolded our class. not even our class, but also 4KEKWA.. as what i heard from my friends in 4KEKWA.

let say this girl A and a girl B is my friends.. as wat i heard from my friend yip, tis girl A is that kind of person who something like having two face.. and this B girl is a very talkative girl, i know her since standart6 but she wat not bad even all her sentences sure got the **** and oth larh...
tehy both are in the same tuition 4 chemistry with me in MR.KIN there.

Agirl is from 4KEKWA
and
Bgirl is from 4LILY

so, in tuiton..
[conversation with A]

me = eii, 2day ur class got scolded from pn.yamini izit??
A = yala... then bla bla bla.. ( i 4get wat she said d).. then u know who go and tell PN.YAMINI
anot??
me = no.. who??
A = its C [ sorry, i dont feel like telling out her name]
me = how u know?
A = i know larh, its like so obvious d, she telling PN.YAMINI infront of the form5 class..
me = owh..

and we stop the conversation since teacher start to teach..

then, when teacher let us to have a break, she told me...

A = u know, got blame is u..
me = hah??? me??? since when????
theresa = maybe cos the 1st time pn.yamini enter our class, the back row cnt hear wat the
teacher said, and u are the 1 who tell out..
A = i also got tell teacher b4 wert...
me = who blame me???
A = got ppl larh...
me = who??
A = i will tell u on monday..
me = dont want larh... tell now larh..
A = then she pointing at the Bgirl..

that time, i started to cry d... and then... i think carefully, y must B blame me?? she is not my best friends.. i dont even talk to her mayb got larh, but in emergency only.. honestly, i dont like her attitude also, cox as i mention she is a very talkative girl.. n of cos 100% i wont tell her my problems.. i wanted to asked B, after finish but since she is with A so i just change my mind.. but im going to ask her on monday..

just think larh.. that B girl is soo00000000000 not close with me.. y shud she blame me?? besides, PN.YAMINI is not teaching 4LILY [her class] how she know bot wat happened???
and i think she dont even know who is PN.YAMINI... how can she blame me without no reason??


just imagine, C [ the 1 hu tell PN.YAMINI (wat A said)] is a gurl that i dont even talk to.... and she is in 4KEKWA... if really its me, y shud i tell her..??? y i dont tell joey ?? and how she know that i complain when i DONT EVEN KNOW HER ????????????????????????????????????????

im just thinking that maybe that A lying to me..

TO WHOEVER THAT THINKS ITS ME...

im here to say ITS SOO NOT ME... i can swear IN THE NAME OF JESUS that i never never said lidet b4.. yup i said b4, that her voice is very soft.. but that day is in class... not in chemistry lab.. chemistry lab i can hear very well... so why shud i complain her to use mike??? and and and.... honestly, i dont even care if PN.YAMINI not doing the napthelene experiment.. so what doing or not??? as long as we got to know the teory and there is more than enough... wasting our time, doing the experiment and end up it will causing us lung cancer..


YUP.. i admit that i dont like her.. ITS NOT BECAUSE OF SHE NOT USING THE MIKE OR WHATEVER AND ITS SOOOOO NOT BECAUSE OF SHE IS NOT DOING THE NAPTHELENE EXPERIMENT.. it is because, i dont like, she stare at us when my group is discussing but not the ppl who TALK behind my group.. i dont like, when i asked her qs she blame me then i never listen to her.. wateva larh...

TALK NO MORE ABOUT THIS...
i hate this feelings alot....
its like u didnt do anything, and u got blame by ppl...
wth....

up2 u all wana believe anot..
god knows everything...
wateva larh...
i hate explaining..
i think i better stop here...
so not in the mood ady..
aiks...



All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 5:27 AM







2day our school having the sukantara.. everyone must take part in 100m. is like 1 ppl contribute 1marks 4 their own house if they past 100m in 17seconds 4 form4 and form5 and 18seconds for the form3. but 2 bad i din past. i tried my best but still cannot past the 17minutes, nvm... i know im sucks in running.. haha... i think blue house got the highest marks n followed by green house..
REGINE LIM, i saw u running 2day.. really sgt geng lor..
haha...

after recess, only add maths got humwork.. and i finish it in school..
actually, i dun really understand wat she teaching in inverse functions, cox pn.chan method is different.. make me so confusing..
aiks...

ohya, 2day... duing sukantara in my hse [yellow hse] got ppl faint.. got 1 teacher and 1 training teacher sitting on the bench. they both saw the incident, and no 1 of them come and help. wat kind of teacher are them. they saw u know, and just sitting there without any movement.. at least come down and help them larh.. teachers in smc sucks larh.. damn.. pity that gurl.. lucky madeilene n choo was there, if not i think the teacher will going to let the students who faint lying on the grass...

btw, i think i beta stop here...
need to rush 4 tuition somemore..
update next time..
-signing off-



All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 1:15 AM







as i said, i will update my blog 2day..
see now i did.. haha..
actually, i was finding 4 some information cox i dont know how to start my karangan so just find in internet larh.. genius me.. haha...
i found tis pic in joey friendster. dont have idea where she got it from.
nvm..
tis picture was taken by nadira [now in mgs ] when we are form 2. 2orchidians.. PN.LEE class.
she is 1 of my favourite teacher besides PN.CHAN n PN.YUSMARIZA. yeah, i have to admit that i love her teaching me me maths.. i can understand more in her class n of cox PN.CHAN class was nt bad too... even sumtimes, i did felt asleep in PN.LEE class, but still i can understand very well.. haha...PN.LEE only teach me 1 year, but still now when i see her she will still recognize me.. haha.. i tink thats all 4now, i nid to finish my tuition homework and then the board decoration. aiks.. so many thing 2 do...

i will update again when im free...
sowie..
=]



All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 9:59 PM







back with my blog...
i know larh that i din update my blog everyday.. as i mention, not i dont want but im really 2 busy.
everyday got tuition and after tuition must do school homework till late at night. and the next morning i end up sleeping in the class. i still remember, gt 1 day during MR.GEE period he teach us BI, sorry to say that, but I REALLY HATE HIS PERIOD LARH. at 1st he will talk about the passage then dunu why suddenly will fly to his own stories.. he thinks that his stories is vry interesting, but honestly its not.. anyway, u cant blame me 4 falling asleep in his class.. that day, i dont even realise that i have fall asleep till he call my name to read out the answer, lucky me that i still can hear the number. if not it really going to be very embarassing...

start from nxt week, everyday i have to stayback. aiks. sure will be very very tired gelor.. n i dont want to fall asleep in class again.. haihh... sumtimes, i really got fed up with my life style i dont even have time 4 my personal things. everyday, facing the books.. really can make me go crazy 1day... aiks.. sumore stayback 4 marching sumore, sure get dark again.. im going to baptist on april, just imagine a human with dark skin wearing a fully white shoes and dress wat will it be?? i knt imagine lor.. haih...

btw, 2day is valentine's day ryte?? haha... 2 bad im having school 2day and exams.. lucky it just a simple exam.. n that PN.CHAN scared us the day b4 the exam.. i was liek searching the whole house 4 my form3 maths book to do some revision since PN.CHAN say it is a hard test at 1st.. but see see it was like kacang putih nie..
hahaaa...

n yah.. to CHENG MUN MUN... sorry to say that.. but i really hate PN.YAMINI more than last time..
at least last time, to me she is just ok larh. just 2 fierce, but now not d lor.. DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN her... i never hate a teacher like that b4, i know im not suppose to say that, but i really cannot tahan d lor.. at 1st, yesterday she told us that she going to give our class a chemistry test. and she ask us to study the whole chapter2. n honestly, I DID STUDY..
and 2day, only 1 human in my class that get less than 10wrong. i got 25/26 lidet if im not wrong.. and quite a number of students get the same marks as me. and i dont even over how much cox when she gave her answer it was like, i cant even get wat she saying.. then she say our class "USELESS" .. damn her... wat she expect wor..??? tis is our 1st time exam n she say that to us???? she even blame us 4 nt studying. wth . pls her lor.. if we din study then we wont get 20++.. we might get lessser than that.. my gosh!!! then y she let 4KEKWA to refer to the book but not us?? why she let them to discuss but nt us?? just because 4KEKWA is a good class??? then how bot 4BR???? actually 4 me i think that 20++ oso nt bad wert 4 now.. it is just the 1st test n i got 20++ d.. n i will sure work hard 4 that, but i just dun like her saying our class useless... whatever larh...really spoilt my mood entering her class..

btw, i havent finish my homework yet.. just dont know why i will feel like very guilty.. ahaha.. so im going to do my homework now.. including my tuition homewok.. aiks... i will update 2mr if im free...

and yah..to to to ANNALIE, get well soon yah!!! take care..=]

-signing off-



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and the tears you cry
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