back with my blog again..

i never feel so confusing bot my feelings b4.. this is the very very 1st time.. because of this feelings, i cried alot. untill my eyes get still red the nxt morning. if god let chuse, i will rather chuse nt to have this feelings.. aiks.. well, im just not in mood tis few days. only joey knows why. she is really a good listener.. and tats the reasons why i will always go to her when im sad.. im trying very hard to stop crying this morning. and thanks to ong joey at last i did it.. but i know, sooner or later my tears will drop again. just dunu why, i feel that im actually like in form1 now.. ahaha. form1 i use to cry alot, but i started to change since im in form3.. but now.. still the same.. i will never blame myself 4 being so sensitive cos its my way to release eveything out.. after i cry i will feel much much more better..

2day is my dad birthday.. tats y im trying nt to cry on his day. no pic.. sorry. he is the greatest dad in the world. i love him lots. he will never force me to study.. he will never force me do something tat i dont like. he will never scold me even if i get a bad results. he gives me everything i wan. and thats the reason why i study so hard4. i just want to make him happy.. he will always repeat the words whenever im sad 4 my results. hehe.. he will say " nvmlarh, work hard again nxt time and evryday study 2hours enough d." but i guess im in my room facing all those books more than 2hours.. haha... i still remember when im small, i very very scared of my dad. cos small tat time, every nite after 8.. me n my sis must sit down n do our revision or home work.. except 4 friday, i will ask his permission to rest or watch tv b4 i dare to on the tv. so soh ryte?? haha.. i think tats all 4 now..

HAPPY BIRHTDAY DAD!!!

-signing off-

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Orange juice
2. Last phone call: Yesterday
3. Last text message: Ong jo ey and tat cindy wong
4. Last song you listened to: I know
5. Last time you cried : PNC

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Nope
7. Been cheated on: I dont wish got his thing happens on me
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: NO
9. Lost someone special: Yup
10. Been depressed: Ya.
11. Been drunk and threw up:Nope

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. pink
13. white
14. light green

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yeap
16. Fallen out of love: NO
17. Laughed until you cried: Yes.
18. Met someone who changed you: Ya.A LOT.
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yup.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yea.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: no.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: all of them
23. How many kids do you want to have: no comments.
24. Do you have any pets: Nope.
25. Do you want to change your name: Nope.
26. What did you do for your last birthday? : my birthday havent reached yet. but last year i have a greatest time with my friends.
27. What time did you wake up today: 8.15am.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Pn. chan add maths homework
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: someone birthday.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 9.30am. b4 my mum go 4 work
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: all of My habits
32. What are you listening to right now: I know
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: same as phyliss ( all the PROBLEMS)!
35. Most visited webpage: Mun mun's blog ( i love her blog) T_T..
36. Whats your real name: leong sue may
37. Nicknames: sue may
38. Relationship Status: Single
39. Zodiac sign: cancer
40. Male or female : Female
41. Elementary?: SK Marian Convent
42. Middle School?: SMK Convent Ipoh
43. High school/college?: Havent
44. Hair colour: Black
45. Long or short: Longer than before
46. Height: 160++
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yup.
48: What do you like about yourself?:ya
49. Piercings: Yup
50. Tattoos: Nope
51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: i forget jor lu..
53. First piercing: Standard one?
54. First best friend: ong jo ey
55. First sport you joined: i think nt even1.. hahas
56. First vacation: i forget also.
58. First pair of trainers: Dont know

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: No. im fasting 4 some1.
60. Drinking: orange juice again
61. I'm about to: Sleep
62. Listening: I know
63. Waiting: 4 cindy msg

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? : Dont know
65. Get Married? : Maybe
66. Career? : Related science?

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Lips
68. Hugs or kisses: Both
69. Shorter or taller: Taller. Not that tall
70. Older or Younger: both.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice stomach?what's that?lol
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant.

HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: Nope
77. Drank hard liquor: Yup.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Ya.
79. Sex on first date: Hell NO.
80. Broken someone's heart: Ya
82. Been arrested: Nope
83. Turned someone down: Yes
84. Cried when someone died: yes.
85. Fallen for a friend?: YUP.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Sometimes.
87. Miracles: Yes.
88. Love at first sight: YA=)
89. Heaven: yea
90. Santa Claus: 3 years old kiddy maybe will
91. Kiss on the first date: Dont know
92. Angels: yup

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Cannot!
95. Did you sing today?: No
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Not really.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: no comment
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: no comment
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Kinda.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: LOls. yea.

101. At the end, you need to choose 15 people to be tagged and list their names...

1. Mun mun
2. tze san
3.annalie
4.theresa
5.menuka
6.sharon
7.eunice
8. regine
9. stella
10. derek ckc

i just realize tat i have some pic in my handphone.. too bad, i dont have tat ar po cindy pic.. ishkk.. nvm nxt time i will take her pic.. i promise.. wakaka..

just came back from jv camp.. its was the best camp in my life.. ahahaa.. i miss that camp so much.. haha... well, too bad i din bring my camera.. i borrow it to my sis as she nid to use also.. to avoid any arguement between us so i just tolerate with her larh.. the 1st day of camp was so tiring.. my leg was so damn pain.. we have many many activities tat need every1 energy.. joey, olivia and theresa say tat im a naughty sleeeper.. lols.. actually, i admit tat im.. haha.. at home, even the alarm is ringing my mum is the 1 hu go and help me to off it.. geng ryte?? lols.. the 2sd day.. i found tat the way CINDY slp and the luk when she is sleeping really very cute.. tat time we were sleeping in the morning after setlle all the members.. yer.. i really cannot 4get the way she slp.. ahaha.. yesterday nite we were having SUNDAY NITE FEVER.. i slept bside cindy yesterday.. n i dunu why when i woke up middle of the nite i saw me n her going downwards and the oth like still remain at their same position.. baboon larh tat CINDY WONG PUI MUNN.. haha.. btw, i really enjoy my camp alots.. cheok yan was hugging me b4 go bek.. just dunu why my tears drop tat time.. so soh ryte?? maybe because i know tat tis is the last camp 4 them, i will be missing them next year.. but ryte.. she saw me crying she sendiri also cry jor.. haha.. i miss this camp alots... btw, if u all wana see pic.. go mun mun blog,.. gt so many pic.. ahaha..

tis pic i take it from mun mun blog... haha.. i love tis pic so muchie.. haha.. i think tats all 4 now.. signing off.. bye

i specially update my blog 4 that CHENG MUN MUN.. lols, she 4 get the things tat we need to bring during camp. MUN MUN, see i so good help u update.. u own me a chocolate.. haha.. kdg kdg..

personal gear
- sleeping bag
- water ( enough 4 3days n 2nights )
- toiletries
- clothes
- pail
- towel
- hangers
- plates, fork, spoon, cup, chopstick.
- pillow
- torchlight ( must orh, cos u know wat we are playing ge la)

members
- all the above n
- blindfold cloth
- clothespins (5pins)
- newspaper
- flip-flops (japanese slippers)

group gear
- BBQ gear (theresa)
- BBQ skewers (theresa)
- steambot pot / rice cooker (cindy)
- portable gas stove (sue may)
- ladle (sue may)
- knife (sue may)
- wok (olivia)
- salt (ann)
- spatula (ivana)
- chopping board (mun mun)

we dont need to bring the pasta stuff cos the members will cook 4 us.. wakaka.. ok larh.. thats all.. CHENG MUN MUN rmb bring yah. and rmb come tis thurs n fri.. see u.. bye

Girl