Im SORRY Im bad

and I know I cant take it back




urmm.. whats ur feelings when some1 u expect to talked to u but they just walked off when the person saw u??

well, just dont know, at 1st i dont really not to say dont like but just dun used to talk to her and i dont really like the way she look at ppl.. buahaha....but after 1year talking with her, i started to like her .. the way she talk to me is really like she is sum1 really cares 4 me... this few days when i face problems she will be with me.. even just awhile but i can feel that she really cares 4 me... today our church having carnival day... at 1st i was so exicted to see her.. cos we only can see each oth when our church having some event.. besides she usually go 4 evening mass, and i will be going 4 morning mass... so its hard 4 us to see each other.. when i saw her.. i thought she will come and talked to me... but see see she went off.. i asked myself should i talk to her?? and even my friends asked me to talked her.. but since she dont want to talk to me, so i went off too.. T-T.. then, she got come to talk with me after that... but today conversation was really different.. we talked awhile nie... well, i actually dont want to be sad just because of this.. but just dont know why this feelings like following me... aiks

btw, mid year exams coming... and and and biology there will be having report writting... like wth larh.. teacher also din even teach us.. and i hope mr.mano can cover till chapter4, cos i will only understand in mr.mano class.. so yah.. this might be my last post.. i wont be onlining till finished my exams... thats all 4 now... -signing off-



All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY STELLA LOH MEI YAN!!!!!!

ok, this gurl... i know her since last year.. even just 1 year, we get close among each
othter.. at 1st well honestly i dont really like her cos of some reasons..and same as her. but well after getting close with her.. maybe because in 3lily last year we dont mix with other group and thats why make us become close.. she likes green so much and thats y i maked this blog looks so green.. LOL.. she is the type of friend that i really pui fok her. i never saw her crying b4 in the class except 4 once.. [ 4gt wat happen jor] haha.. she is really a good friend.. i still remember the day when we all so syok talking bout CLICK FIVE. i still remember the day when we all sit in a group to study 4 our PMR. i still remember when we all was so nervous 4 our PMr and u sat behind me during the exams. i still remember everything especially our laughter.. being with them, i getting more tougher and tougher.. i started to learn about frinedship, and also the meaning of life. really thanks to them.. and yah.. today is her sweet sixteen bday.. sorry 4 nt giving u present on time.. i promise, u will get ur present on this coming friday.. have a nice day.. wish u all the best in ur future.. and also friends 4ever kay?? =]



All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 2:04 AM





Memorable Day



today our school having INSTALLATION DAY 4 the prefects, librarians, and also the class repts .. as usual every morning me joey and theresa will go out to the front gate and wait 4 annalie to reach.. but today while we were waiting 4 annalie, suddenly PN.LEE came.. she saw me and joey and she asked us to help take her bag to put in the staff room as she is on duty with the assembly stuff. so after annalie reached and when she came down from teh car she straight away give me a present 4 my baptism its from her mum. thanks yah.. so me and joey went to the staf room, we run there cox the bell rang d and we need to rushed 4 our position.. lik sor poh lidet running.. HAHA..
so yah. i brought camera today, 4 moral kerja amal.. so sun pin ask wen june help us take picture since she is on duty.. here is some picture...



class repts

the prefects and librarians and now... the librarians... HAHA

so yah.. after eating during recess,me joey and theresa went up to the library to check whether we got duty anot, then after that we went to annalie class and take pic..

here is some of the pic of us..

see that mengada ONG JO EY... acting cute but cacatted ady.. LOL
[ i love this picture cos all my gang is there.. weeeeeeeee..]

stella with ann.. mengada -ing with the blazer.. LOL presenting to u my GODCOUSIN.. HAHA i love this picture of hers.. look so cute.. T-T..
and at last... the 5 librarians.. one of my favourite pic.. =]

after recess, went to chemistry lab.. lucky we dont need to go physics lab 2day cox we will be having ceramah. i dont really like going to the physics lab.. cos that place very very hot..during ceramah,i felt asleep on the spot, sorry yah.. i dont mean it, but im 2 2 sleepy and tired..
thats y...
so after taht, we went to do kerja amal 4 our folio...
and then since we are t00 free so i went to joey class and take pic.. seee this..


stella, theresa joey and me one of my fav pic =]

me, sharon, stella reshween, and the mengada theresa.. HAHA see what sze yan was holiding?? LOL.. its was a free gift from the ceramah...
and yah.. i havent take pic with eunice b4.. here is she.. holiding the book.. [ so rajin ] and now... malathi was here.. tak sangka she can bcum prefects.. congrats yah... 3 besties =]


and lastly..
a picture with my god cousin.. HAHA,...

uem..
i tink i will stop here..
so i will updated again nxt time.. =]



All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 12:53 AM





happy easter day!!



so just woke up nie...buahaha, u all cant blame me, cos yesterday mass ends quite late and today need to wake up early...

1st of all... i want to thanks my GODMA... thx 4 being with me through out whole this journey with me,since last year. really thanks alot.. even i know u wont read my blog, but still i say wish u thanks... thanks 4 ur present and just thanx 4 being there with me when i need u.. actually, i plan to tell her today b4 going back home from church but since its like t00 late ady, and i dont want my mum to wait 4 me soo long, so i plan to msg her.. but see see my hp is out of credit.. ARGGG!!! maybe my mum 4get to help me to pay the bill.. actually i admit that i will get jealous easily and sometimes i do jealous when i see my godma ignore me nt in purpose... i know she loves me and i love her2.. buahaha... ANN, if u saw this msg help me to tell ur aunty thx kay kay???
me and my godma..

2sd, to my beloved MUMMYYYY AND DADDY... even sometimes u did scold me but i still loves u all... dont worry.. to my mum, thx 4 fetching me to the church when there is some event that i need to go... to my dad, i know u scold me 4 my own good... but i will take care of myself.. i will get well soon i promise.. me and my mum.. ( i know i look weird)

so now left my FRIENDS.. specially to THERESA, JOEY and ANNALIE.. thx 4 being there with me when i need ur help.. thx 4 supporting my baptism.. just thanx 4 everything that u gave me...but t00 bad.. i cant take pic with them.. aiks... not dont want but its no time.. nvm... i will take pic with them when we are together next time.. and now.. ANNALIE is my godcousin.. LOL... i really hope tat she can recover faster so that we can have many many fun in the coming jv camp.. HEHE...

ok cut the crap... yesterday came back from school,take a nap and terus go joey salon.. ended up like this...



after came back form salon, i knew its gona be late if i dont rushed.. so reached the church around 7something... then at 1st the priest do the lighting of fire or somthing and we take this changes to take some pic with our facilatator but t00 bad i cant pose it now cox some of the pic is with adeleine.. i will asked the pic from her and i will post it after she gave me..

after homily, the facilatator called us up with our baptism name.. and im the 1st 1.. maybe because in between the teenagers i was teh youngest.. LOL.... so here is teh pic taken with every1 in the stage

i love this pic lots... maybe because of every1 was there..(can spot where i stand??) weeeee

ohya b4 the homily, father lai light up the candle.. here is 1 pic taken by THERESA..maybe she loves father lai too0 much so she took his pic.. BUAAHAHA.. just kiding . dont take it seriously yah.. especially too his admire.. LOL

and another pic when FATEHR LAI and FATHER EUGENE took the blessed water to baptist us..

and lastly my baptism picture...i look so wierd without my spects T-T..

haha...actually, got many more pics but i very lazy wana upload larh.. HAHA.. i will upload some of adeline pic's when i got it..

and lastly...

HAPPY ESTHER!!!
MAY GOD BLESS U ALL ALWAYS...

-signing off-





All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 9:07 AM





Journey With God...



well,as i mention in my previous post im getting baptist.. so tonight is the day.. if u ask me what feelings am i right now... and this time.. instead of excited im getting a little bit scared now... just dont know why.. i was thinking myself, izit this is the religion that i want??i scared that i will regret honestly..but maybe im thinking t00 much cox on the same time im having this exicted feelings....

today sejarah test not bad.. at least i can answer all the qs.. the whole weeek i was focusing in sej without studying oth subjects.. so yah, im satisfied with what i done today.. later, need to go joey's salon 4 my har.. maybe some of u all will thinks thatis like too much, but yah.. 4 me baptism is only once in my life and of course i will aprecciate it... father lai announced yesterday.. he said.. yesterday was GOOD FRIDAY so he added 500chairs outside the church... and today is the EASTER VIGIL.. and they will gonna add another 500 cahirs outside the church... Can u all imagine hoe many ppl will be there today?? even my friends from our school is coming,,, AHHHH... sht nervous lor.. but i really hope taht tonight wont rain cox we nid to wlk from outside to the church.. and its abit mafan if its rain.. so i think i better stop here.. i wana take a nap, if not tonight sure will be very tired.. will upload more with pictures tonight... wish me good luck 4 today yah =]...
-signing off-



All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 12:59 AM







WHY SOME OF THE HUMAN IN THIS EARTH CANT SPEAKS????

did u ever try b4 tat u cant speak out even 1 words from ur mouth??? i tried it b4...everything happened after i came back from the retreat last sun nite..from retreat,just dont know why i fell so so sleepy.. at 1st i tot i dont have enough sleep last nite, so i took a nap till then after i woke up.. i realise that im having fever.. i skip my school on monday because of this.... so my mum took me to the clinic, the doc gave me antibiotik,penadol and caughing medicine.. i was noremal on monday... and im 70% recover after i took the medicine.. but just dont know why, the next day tuesday.. my voice started to change a little bit... and on wed.. means yesterday, in the morning.. my voice still ok.. but just dont know why, after recess my voice totallyy change... and this morning when i woke up.. i cant even speak...i tried many many times but just cant... and then dont know why my tears dropped... i do fell scared at that time... it shud be very very scared... i quickly go drink the whole bottle of water.... and at last i can talk back... maybe, is like very very teruk my voice.. but at least i still can talk.. even PN.CHAN got shocked with my voice when i asked her permission to go back early... Haha... really cant stop laughing when u saw PN.CHAN reaction...maybe, sometimes she is fierce but to me she is still ok 4 not simply scold ppl... not like the oth.. HAHA... my mum bring me go see the another doc after fetching me from the school... the doc chi sin wan ge.. give me soo many antibiotik and ask me to finish me.. maybe its because i din go clinic but i go my dad working the dunu wat army clinic arh... free wan gea.. ..eat sei me.. but i will take his medicine till my voice is recovered and i will stop of course.. genius..

2 more days to get bptist.. actually, its really sad when geeting baptist with tis kind of voice... aiks.. but nvmlarh.. i shud be thankful that i still can talk... lucky lucky... me, joey n theresa skip PN.CHAN tuition today, cox we are going to church 4 the holy thursday...

and yeah.. im cahnging my spects.. cost rm430... my gosh... i also dont know why sudd will break... sorry yah mummy.. nid to use ur muney again.. feel soo guilty... aiks...
so yeah... evrything got prepared 4 baptism except 4 the shoe... i havent get to find a suitable shoe taht can suit me yet arh.. ARRGGGG!!! kek sei....
urm.. i think i will gonan late 4 church if i dont stop here.. i will continue 2mr cox 2mr is school holiday.. HAHA... -signing off-



All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 12:25 AM







urm.. sorry yah.. 4 not updating my blog 4 soo long.. hahA.. actually, its because of my monthly test marks make me dont feel like onlining jor.. guess wat i got 4 pj?? 47 if im not miataken... wth... this is the 1st time in my life i got d in my exam.. even it is just a pj subjects, but my report card got d jor.. aiks.. so teruk larh...

YEAh... im going to baptist tis saturday.. later im going to church 4 my reheasal.. yesterday, the ppl hu going to get baptist having retreat... at 1st i tot it was a very very boring secsion, but cc its not bad larh.. especially when FATEHR LAI and FATHER EUGENE gave us teh speech.. make us laughed like soh poh.. HAHA... lucky 4 the teenegers we can go back and 1 but too bad 4 the alduts they must continue their secsion till 4pm... urm, i havent buy my shoes yet.. T_T... my mum say 2mr after school nie bring me go wor.. nvm larh, as long as i got something to wear jau ok de larh.. haha... then about the dress, i actually plan to buy like the kind of ppl mariage wan but not long wan gela, short gea.. but is like to over jor, so my mum asked me to buy a plain dress, but not bad larh.. sgt cantik also... yesterday, adeline asked me what i feel towards my baptism, i actually feel ntg... sorrry to say that, maybe tat day im having my sej test so it makes feel like really no mood.... THANX TO PUAN LOH CREATING SO MUCH PRESSURE ON US...


ok larh, cut the crap... actually im lack of things to post.. HAHA... whatever larh.. im going to stop here... need to go church d.. so i will sign in again when im free.. =]



All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
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