all the sleepless night and the night you cry

i think all pn.yamini class [ include form5] know what happened to the form4 batch ryte??
yesterday, she scolded our class. not even our class, but also 4KEKWA.. as what i heard from my friends in 4KEKWA.

let say this girl A and a girl B is my friends.. as wat i heard from my friend yip, tis girl A is that kind of person who something like having two face.. and this B girl is a very talkative girl, i know her since standart6 but she wat not bad even all her sentences sure got the **** and oth larh...
tehy both are in the same tuition 4 chemistry with me in MR.KIN there.

Agirl is from 4KEKWA
and
Bgirl is from 4LILY

so, in tuiton..
[conversation with A]

me = eii, 2day ur class got scolded from pn.yamini izit??
A = yala... then bla bla bla.. ( i 4get wat she said d).. then u know who go and tell PN.YAMINI
anot??
me = no.. who??
A = its C [ sorry, i dont feel like telling out her name]
me = how u know?
A = i know larh, its like so obvious d, she telling PN.YAMINI infront of the form5 class..
me = owh..

and we stop the conversation since teacher start to teach..

then, when teacher let us to have a break, she told me...

A = u know, got blame is u..
me = hah??? me??? since when????
theresa = maybe cos the 1st time pn.yamini enter our class, the back row cnt hear wat the
teacher said, and u are the 1 who tell out..
A = i also got tell teacher b4 wert...
me = who blame me???
A = got ppl larh...
me = who??
A = i will tell u on monday..
me = dont want larh... tell now larh..
A = then she pointing at the Bgirl..

that time, i started to cry d... and then... i think carefully, y must B blame me?? she is not my best friends.. i dont even talk to her mayb got larh, but in emergency only.. honestly, i dont like her attitude also, cox as i mention she is a very talkative girl.. n of cos 100% i wont tell her my problems.. i wanted to asked B, after finish but since she is with A so i just change my mind.. but im going to ask her on monday..

just think larh.. that B girl is soo00000000000 not close with me.. y shud she blame me?? besides, PN.YAMINI is not teaching 4LILY [her class] how she know bot wat happened???
and i think she dont even know who is PN.YAMINI... how can she blame me without no reason??

just imagine, C [ the 1 hu tell PN.YAMINI (wat A said)] is a gurl that i dont even talk to.... and she is in 4KEKWA... if really its me, y shud i tell her..??? y i dont tell joey ?? and how she know that i complain when i DONT EVEN KNOW HER ????????????????????????????????????????

im just thinking that maybe that A lying to me..

TO WHOEVER THAT THINKS ITS ME...

im here to say ITS SOO NOT ME... i can swear IN THE NAME OF JESUS that i never never said lidet b4.. yup i said b4, that her voice is very soft.. but that day is in class... not in chemistry lab.. chemistry lab i can hear very well... so why shud i complain her to use mike??? and and and.... honestly, i dont even care if PN.YAMINI not doing the napthelene experiment.. so what doing or not??? as long as we got to know the teory and there is more than enough... wasting our time, doing the experiment and end up it will causing us lung cancer..

YUP.. i admit that i dont like her.. ITS NOT BECAUSE OF SHE NOT USING THE MIKE OR WHATEVER AND ITS SOOOOO NOT BECAUSE OF SHE IS NOT DOING THE NAPTHELENE EXPERIMENT.. it is because, i dont like, she stare at us when my group is discussing but not the ppl who TALK behind my group.. i dont like, when i asked her qs she blame me then i never listen to her.. wateva larh...

TALK NO MORE ABOUT THIS...
i hate this feelings alot....
its like u didnt do anything, and u got blame by ppl...
wth....

up2 u all wana believe anot..
god knows everything...
wateva larh...
i hate explaining..
i think i better stop here...
so not in the mood ady..
aiks...

All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 5:27 AM