all the sleepless night and the night you cry

urmm.. whats ur feelings when some1 u expect to talked to u but they just walked off when the person saw u??

well, just dont know, at 1st i dont really not to say dont like but just dun used to talk to her and i dont really like the way she look at ppl.. buahaha....but after 1year talking with her, i started to like her .. the way she talk to me is really like she is sum1 really cares 4 me... this few days when i face problems she will be with me.. even just awhile but i can feel that she really cares 4 me... today our church having carnival day... at 1st i was so exicted to see her.. cos we only can see each oth when our church having some event.. besides she usually go 4 evening mass, and i will be going 4 morning mass... so its hard 4 us to see each other.. when i saw her.. i thought she will come and talked to me... but see see she went off.. i asked myself should i talk to her?? and even my friends asked me to talked her.. but since she dont want to talk to me, so i went off too.. T-T.. then, she got come to talk with me after that... but today conversation was really different.. we talked awhile nie... well, i actually dont want to be sad just because of this.. but just dont know why this feelings like following me... aiks

btw, mid year exams coming... and and and biology there will be having report writting... like wth larh.. teacher also din even teach us.. and i hope mr.mano can cover till chapter4, cos i will only understand in mr.mano class.. so yah.. this might be my last post.. i wont be onlining till finished my exams... thats all 4 now... -signing off-

All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 4:40 AM