all the sleepless night and the night you cry

WHY SOME OF THE HUMAN IN THIS EARTH CANT SPEAKS????

did u ever try b4 tat u cant speak out even 1 words from ur mouth??? i tried it b4...everything happened after i came back from the retreat last sun nite..from retreat,just dont know why i fell so so sleepy.. at 1st i tot i dont have enough sleep last nite, so i took a nap till then after i woke up.. i realise that im having fever.. i skip my school on monday because of this.... so my mum took me to the clinic, the doc gave me antibiotik,penadol and caughing medicine.. i was noremal on monday... and im 70% recover after i took the medicine.. but just dont know why, the next day tuesday.. my voice started to change a little bit... and on wed.. means yesterday, in the morning.. my voice still ok.. but just dont know why, after recess my voice totallyy change... and this morning when i woke up.. i cant even speak...i tried many many times but just cant... and then dont know why my tears dropped... i do fell scared at that time... it shud be very very scared... i quickly go drink the whole bottle of water.... and at last i can talk back... maybe, is like very very teruk my voice.. but at least i still can talk.. even PN.CHAN got shocked with my voice when i asked her permission to go back early... Haha... really cant stop laughing when u saw PN.CHAN reaction...maybe, sometimes she is fierce but to me she is still ok 4 not simply scold ppl... not like the oth.. HAHA... my mum bring me go see the another doc after fetching me from the school... the doc chi sin wan ge.. give me soo many antibiotik and ask me to finish me.. maybe its because i din go clinic but i go my dad working the dunu wat army clinic arh... free wan gea.. ..eat sei me.. but i will take his medicine till my voice is recovered and i will stop of course.. genius..

2 more days to get bptist.. actually, its really sad when geeting baptist with tis kind of voice... aiks.. but nvmlarh.. i shud be thankful that i still can talk... lucky lucky... me, joey n theresa skip PN.CHAN tuition today, cox we are going to church 4 the holy thursday...

and yeah.. im cahnging my spects.. cost rm430... my gosh... i also dont know why sudd will break... sorry yah mummy.. nid to use ur muney again.. feel soo guilty... aiks...
so yeah... evrything got prepared 4 baptism except 4 the shoe... i havent get to find a suitable shoe taht can suit me yet arh.. ARRGGGG!!! kek sei....
urm.. i think i will gonan late 4 church if i dont stop here.. i will continue 2mr cox 2mr is school holiday.. HAHA... -signing off-

All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 12:25 AM