all the sleepless night and the night you cry

back with my blog.. so long din update.. i understand why the evry form5 keep on saying tat form4 subjects is hard compare to form1, 2 n 3.. i und.. T-T.. well, maybe im nt use to the paper.. sudd change all to subjective.. aiks.. damn hard larh, especially sej.. my gosh.. i really din expect tat en. aziz will set this kind of qs.. ok forget bot the exam since it already past..

well, i have a nice time chatting with THERESA n EUNICE in the class.. we share our problems with each other cos we are facing the same problem.. its hard to understand other ppl feelings somtimes, but chatting with both n them n JOEY make me feel better.. sometimes, i really dont und.. why god will treat me lidet? izit he wants me to become tougher?? izit tis is wat he tinks tat tis way is good 4 me? izit tis is the only way? im nt blaming HIM.. i know tat wat he will always give me the best. but i just dont understand.. sometimes, when i pray, i do feel better even after tat im very very sure wat i pray wont happen, but i really hope 1 day miracle will happen.

so yah, i still put hope on the person i pray 4.. even i havent been waiting 4 the person 4 1weeek..
i will still wait 4 tat person untill 1 day when i know its the time 4 me to let go.. i promised to myself tat i will nt cry 4 tat person d.. so yah, i will be tougher..

ok lahr.. tats all 4 now.. i need to get ready jor.. im going to my godma hse today with theresa n joey.. n after tat go tt n go church so many plan 2day.. wakaka.. ok lahr.. update again nxt time.. -signing off-

All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 6:07 PM