all the sleepless night and the night you cry

i saw tat person in church yesterday night. tat person sit alone.. i really feel like walking toward the person yesterday. but i know i cant, bsides im very very tired yesterday cos from my godma hse i straight away go tt.. and then from tt i straight away go church.. well, i was like half death when i reach home.. haha.. [touch wood]

i use the person as Y i saw tat person again in church i mean sunday school 2day.. i was really expecting tat Y will come to me and talk to me.. maybe i just put too much hope on Y.. i dont knw.. i really feel like crying now honestly.. i really want a answer from tat person.. why only a msg or only a word will take tat person a week?? i really dont understand.. i hate tat person alots.. well, 2day sunday class finished early cos the teachers gt meeting.. b4 going back, i went to see miss.ophelia cos i wanted to asked her bot the confirmation thing.. well, i walked slowly as i could cos i still put on hope on tat person tat the person will talk to me.. but he din. theresa told me tat Y luk at me.. i tink Y expecting me to talk 1st.. but why should Y? Y is the 1 hu should.. i started our conversation 1st many many times d. even somtimes tat person will nt reply but at least i done my job. i just dont understand.. haih.. honestly, i really fell like asking Y but i know i should nt.. i will leave the rest to the god cos i know he will arrange 4 me and he will always bless me 4 wat i did..

All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 12:01 AM