all the sleepless night and the night you cry

back with my blog again..

i never feel so confusing bot my feelings b4.. this is the very very 1st time.. because of this feelings, i cried alot. untill my eyes get still red the nxt morning. if god let chuse, i will rather chuse nt to have this feelings.. aiks.. well, im just not in mood tis few days. only joey knows why. she is really a good listener.. and tats the reasons why i will always go to her when im sad.. im trying very hard to stop crying this morning. and thanks to ong joey at last i did it.. but i know, sooner or later my tears will drop again. just dunu why, i feel that im actually like in form1 now.. ahaha. form1 i use to cry alot, but i started to change since im in form3.. but now.. still the same.. i will never blame myself 4 being so sensitive cos its my way to release eveything out.. after i cry i will feel much much more better..

2day is my dad birthday.. tats y im trying nt to cry on his day. no pic.. sorry. he is the greatest dad in the world. i love him lots. he will never force me to study.. he will never force me do something tat i dont like. he will never scold me even if i get a bad results. he gives me everything i wan. and thats the reason why i study so hard4. i just want to make him happy.. he will always repeat the words whenever im sad 4 my results. hehe.. he will say " nvmlarh, work hard again nxt time and evryday study 2hours enough d." but i guess im in my room facing all those books more than 2hours.. haha... i still remember when im small, i very very scared of my dad. cos small tat time, every nite after 8.. me n my sis must sit down n do our revision or home work.. except 4 friday, i will ask his permission to rest or watch tv b4 i dare to on the tv. so soh ryte?? haha.. i think tats all 4 now..

HAPPY BIRHTDAY DAD!!!

-signing off-

All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 1:10 AM