all the sleepless night and the night you cry

post post post!!!!

I have no idea if she will read my blog, but if she happens to do so, i dont mind.. cos i guess im saying the truth.. well, actually, i really dont feel like updating my blog.. but something happened make me really feel like letting out all i want to say.. i actually, want to talk to cindy as she will be with me everytime i need her.. but i guess she wont understand my feelings..

well, 1st all... im not trying to be bossy or whatever.. at 1st, i dont even feel like caring all this farewell party stuff cos i have done my job for the invitation card and i really feel like want to care no more because before this i argued with theresa because of this farewell.. so i just let theresa do the thinking and i will do as what she asked me to do.. i really hope there will be no more arguement after me and theresa, but sigh..

yea, im not saying that theresa din do anything wrong.. she did done mistake, and the mistake was not sharing other what she got and what she have in her mind. she will not discuss with us.. and honestly, not even u all feel that way. though im her friend, but i do feel the same way sometimes. but at least try to think.. if she did care, you think u guys will care arh?? u think this farewell party will be a success 1?? theresa felt sick last week friday and till now she havent recover.. and we have to settle everything by this week.. lets say, last wed.. i din make a meeting 4 us.. do u think we can settle eveything by this week?? i guess no lorr..

dont u ppl think that finding faults with the prefects is really wasting our time?? so just stop giving those brainless idea. as if it will work out. how many years u all have been in main convent?? since we enter this school.. sudut bacaan is mmg prefects who take care during during recess.. and i guess we should thank those prefects for helping us.. you ppl. everyday didnt do ur duty, of cos u all dont know how tired izit when u have to go sudut bacaan 4 ur duty and go back library after recess ur duty 4 ur shelving...

and about today... u all really dont need to tell everything to teacher and blame theresa..
well, we have a meeting and i others know bot this.. but u both??? u are the 1 who dont want come 4 the meeting, dont give excuses that u are having krs stuff larh.. so ridiculous.. and then start to blame every1 that we didnt tell u..

and pls.. dont scold other ppl... just come to me and talk to me larh.. dont act like a small kid larh.. pls u ppl.. im not trying to boosy..well, can u promise me that u will settle everything before the farewell??? how can i trust u all?? u all didnt do ur duty and shelving..and 1week, i dont think so u got enter the library more than 3times. and u expect me to trust u all.. what if on that ntg come out??? and about the chicken chop. i will talk no more about it cos its like u all are the 1 hu talk to mazni and i guess i cant voice up anything.

and today, im not trying to protect theresa but she is still my friend.. and dont u ppl that its bad to say her lidet???and besides its not only her fault.. u both are also wrong. dont just balme her on everything just because u cant answer mazni questions and start to blame her. yea she din tell u all, but you cannot ask her question ge mea since u soooo care bout this farewell?? why before this i din saw u ppl soooooooo care about this party and why 2day like change ur attidue arh?? why before this u dont even bother to care and to know whats going on and whats happened in library..and suddenly change.. dont be so fake larh.. my gosh...and what if me and theresa nt responsible 4this farewell or i din do a meeting this few days
( though theresa not her this few days).. do u think it we can settle evrything 2day??you ppl just come in 2day and start to bla bla bla.. and start to blame everyone. u dont know what happened before this and so pls think before u said something.. cos u dont know how hard is it to make a decision when no ppl support u... i know, u will spread to evry1 taht im boosy or whatever.. honestly, at 1st i do mind and i act cried when i reach home... but think back its really so wasting my time taking bout all this.. whatever i do, i will share with others the job and not all i take care of, ok??? like decoration is joey inchargeand got larh.. and im just helping theresa.. and pls u ppl... make sure u know the truth b4 start to gossip.. and whatever u want to say bout me or theresa just keep it on.. i just want to tell u ppl that there is no benefit arguing with ppl like u and just wasting my time. i know u dont like me and theresa so does us..

i sometimes, really dont understand.. why post is soo important till can cause evry1 argue with each other?? sigh...

and yeah.. bout the confirmation, i guess i dont need to upload any pictures cos facebook is full of our picture.. XD

All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 1:15 AM